Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Y 6:14 AM

Wondering why I've not been updating?
I thought that i would just leave one entry for the whole of 2009. But it seems that some people are missing me..............................................NOT.

Ran away to Batam for a short getaway during CNY. Unfortunately, i did not manage to do what i wanted to do over there. It was quite a disappointment. My advice: Don't go on a holiday when you are flat broke. It breaks my heart that i can only look at those cheap and nice stuff but not able to buy them. Pathetic right.

I have not been myself lately. And myself is usually quite happy, quite loud and annoying. Lately it's all gloomy and sad. I'm not sure if I'm just too tolerant or too tired or can't be bothered to fight back. That's about all I'm going to tell. I don't usually rant about these kind of things.

This is probably my most 'darkest' entry just yet.