why do i still bother?
who reads this space anymore...

although in times like this. when i get bored. or inspired.
i need this space to get things out of my system.
to see if i still have an ounce of creative juice inside of me.
to rant when i have no one to rant to or if it's too long to tweet.

i'm in the midst of doing something that i've been wanting to do for a very long time.
'in the midst' can mean that i'm taking my own sweet time and i'm not even sure if it's gonna take flight.
I feel that i need to do something that is meaningful. not that i haven't been doing any.
but 3 more years to 30 and i have that sudden urge to get up and get creative and active.
i have so many ideas in my head but it's like my brain and my body don't belong together.
they work on different time zones and different pace.
it'd be like...one day i plan to do a list of interesting stuff but at the last minute i'll whine to myself and say "next time perhaps..i'm too tired"

considering i have not made any new year resolution (it's not too late to make one right?)
let's resolve to be on my feet at all times and stop being LAZY!
....and the time starts NOW!!