The holidays is not what i pictured it to be.


I think my blog almost did not recognize me.


why do i still bother?
who reads this space anymore...

although in times like this. when i get bored. or inspired.
i need this space to get things out of my system.
to see if i still have an ounce of creative juice inside of me.
to rant when i have no one to rant to or if it's too long to tweet.

i'm in the midst of doing something that i've been wanting to do for a very long time.
'in the midst' can mean that i'm taking my own sweet time and i'm not even sure if it's gonna take flight.
I feel that i need to do something that is meaningful. not that i haven't been doing any.
but 3 more years to 30 and i have that sudden urge to get up and get creative and active.
i have so many ideas in my head but it's like my brain and my body don't belong together.
they work on different time zones and different pace.
it'd be like...one day i plan to do a list of interesting stuff but at the last minute i'll whine to myself and say "next time perhaps..i'm too tired"

considering i have not made any new year resolution (it's not too late to make one right?)
let's resolve to be on my feet at all times and stop being LAZY!
....and the time starts NOW!!




The Morning Benders


How can you not blush when u see that face.


Too many October babies around me.


Hmm...not sure if i should be doing this.
blogging from work.

HA..not even sure if ppl still visit this almost non-existent space.

I guess it's time for me to keep this blog back on track. Just for me to jot down things i might forget. I'm getting old you see. Just celebrated my 26th birthday last.....................see i forgot. But what i remembered was being kidnapped in my own home. The girls gave quite a shocking but pleasant surprise. Heart them loads. El, Mai, Az.

Girls at work were equally sweet. Pretend to forget my birthday. Bunch of actresses.
Heart them too. Aliah, Yanee, Lydia, Tiffany, Julia.

TWENTY-SIX.
I don't really like me now.
I get angsty easily.
Poor dad, he gets most of my 'spoilt-brat antics'
I can get pretty ugly at times.
Quarter-life crisis eh?
Should i be worried?
I found new love.
In the form of a cute, japanese dude.
Hiroshi Tamaki.
Blame it on Yanee for getting me hooked.
What else is new...
I chopped off my locks. (Not really important news..but it is something new...haha get it?)
I quit.
It's taking 10,000 years to grow my hair.
Again..does age have to do with the slow hair growth?
Hmmm...
I miss hanging out with babysitters.
MIA for two hang outs.
But i had to send Cindi off.
Cindi. Jetted off to the country i always thought i was from.
Spain.
I miss her everyday.
Oh. Since Australia is not happening this Dec, i'm onto plan B.
Fly off to KL and stay there as long as possible.
I have 3 weeks of protected time instead of the usual 2.
Might as well make full use of it.
I love long breaks.


Let me blow away the cobwebs in this space.





So here's my favourite cover for today.